::flight to heaven:: / Monday, February 27, 2006
Oh! I'm trying not to make things complicated and profound that it makes my life so unbearable. no, actually not that much. (math makes me even more. 10 times more. no offence). i'm happy. let's state things in a simple and explicit manner....
laugh and smile! it just makes the world go round. -me, charlie chaplin and the beatles
Danielle (cuzzie) went to somewhere in Europe. i can't remember, to pursue her music studies. wishing her all the best. oh well, hope there's great prezzies awaiting me. or probably some new insights or what. one day, i'll be her age and i never know what's going to happen to me. road sweeper, maybe? lolx.
we had this farewell party in plaza hotel (or sumthing like tt). its furnishing is oh, so beautiful and classy. i mean, probably the dream house (furniture) for me. it kindduf look like this 1 mil house in a k-drama (tt one is real good). the food was so-so. except for the shark-fin soup and chicken cutlet. shark-fin soup is real good, not too bad here though.
it was really crazy, this cousin of mine. my bestest cousin, jm. he was like pleading me to play maplestory and i told him to give 5 good reasons, in turn i gave him 5 good reasons which was,
- It's lame. took this from news. well, what's it like....same thing for all virtual stuff.
- it's just this cuteness factor that attracts to all. and this does not apply to me.
- it's my psle year. and if i get hook onto it, i won't want this to happen.
- i would not want to get so crazy to buy those crazy cards in exchange for virtual money.
- i would like to differenciate between reality and cyber-world.
- and in addition: i do not trust your words (on what so good about maple story).
he silenced. and told me..or rather bragged, "i'm gonna get a ipod nano." i thought my ears were deceiving me. ipod nano. cool! but then came the condition, "i have to get good reasults." in the gep standard, cos he is in gep. haha, too bad. then came the cross-talk with him and his mother.
"Ma! how about you buy for me now. then i'd listen, then if let's say i don't score well then you confiscate it." i thought to myself, and agreed tt it was a good point and he should go to the debates. but i know that....
"Why should i risk your marks for this kindduf gadget?" lolx, i mean duh!
"NO! I promise to do well. ipod nano, i mean like she already have an ipod even after her results came!" he was pointing to me. i frowned and said...
"correction! after my exams in p3. end of year....after exams." tt was a loose argument cos i knew what was to come..
"before your p4 exam what!" i shook my head and took my dinner walk.
He's really a funny guy. and i still owe him a dollar cos i laughed in 5 mins. he was to make me laugh. well, we do have alot of fun too. oh well, need to revise.....chinese tmr. on second thoghts, i think i'd do my h.w now.
goodbye! put on a smile...forget whether if it's genuine or not. *cheese!*
/ihopped at
12:01 AM
::changed:: / Thursday, February 23, 2006
This was me, with that shoulder-length hair. That time i was able to enjoy the fun, the innocence of childhood. I don't know why, but things start to complicate now, and everything is different. You take a different view at things, and things start to change on their own. Metamorphosis maybe. or probably just a phase every one had to go through.I prefer my good ol' days. (with long hair - anyway i do look nicer tt way)
/ihopped at
11:16 PM
::the human will:: / Wednesday, February 22, 2006
If you want to do it, as long as you have the will, you can, do anything you want. Nothing is impossible. -Mrs. Valerie Tan
The Antarctica Journey. it is incredible, you can hardly believe. i cried throughout the whole movie, and i was sure jd looked/saw me. i think. i was trying to hide the tears by showing my teeth. smiling, giving a phoney arc on the face. i started crying because of the whole scenery. i was wishing i could be out in the open, total freedom, running around the fields. just hands together with nature and probably some nature friends.
then i started crying in the position of the men. the human mind is greatness. i wondered whoever created this system....
cheerios! could we still be friends? -Mandy Moore
/ihopped at
1:05 AM
::if songs can say my words:: / Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Jesse Mccartney - Beautiful Soul
[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
[Chorus]
Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try
[Chorus]
Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide
[Chorus]
You beautiful soul, yeah
Rumours - Lindsay Lohan
Saturday night steppin' into the club
The music made me wanna tell the DJ "turn it up"
I feel the energy all around
And my body can't stop movin to the sound
But, I can tell that you're watching me
And your probably gonna write what you didn't see
Well I just need a little space to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy?
Why can't you just let me do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me, I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down, if I'm only havin' fun?
I'm gonna live my life (But not the way that you want me to)
I'm tired of rumors started, I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me? Why can't they let me live?
I'm gonna do it my way, take this for just what it is
Here we are back up in the club
People taking pictures don't you think they get enough?
I just wanna be all over the floor
And throw my hands up in the air to the beat like (What!)
I gotta say respectfully
I would love it if you take the cameras off of me'
Cause I just need a little room to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy?
Why can't you just let me do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me, I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down if I'm only havin' fun?
I'm gonna live my life (But not the way that you want me to)
I'm tired of rumors started, I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me? Why can't they let me live?
I'm gonna do it my way, take this for just what it is
I just need to free my mind... (my mind)
Just wanna dance and have a good time... (good time)
I'm tired of rumors (rumors)
Followed (followed, followed, followed, followed, followed)
And they follow me
Why can't they (they, they, they, they, they) let me live?
Take this for just what it is
Jojo - Not that Kinda Girl
[Chorus:]
I'm not your every day, around the way
Don't go bar-hoppin', chillin' on the block
On a cell phone frontin',
Never that, cuz I'm not that kinda girl
I need to know how you roll And how you get down, no drama
Drop my money in the bank
Take me home and meet your mama
Can you handle that?
Cuz I'm that kinda girl I'm that kinda girl
[Verse 1:]
Boy you aint impressin' me
With your jewelry, your designer clothes
Or the games that you try to play
Think you need to know, I got my own
Dont need you for your dough
Hearin' me, maybe then we can flow, let me know
Make me smile, maybe we can chill
Keep it real, show me something I can feel
Cause I'm not your average ordinary type
Could you be that kinda guy I like?
[Chorus]
[Verse: 2]Everytime I be up at the spot, chilling with my crew
We'll be hanging out, get in a little late
You start bugging out I dont think it's fair
You don't like the clothes I wear
How I do my hair
I don't really care
But it's not for you A
nd I aint got nothin' to prove
There cant be any us, if there can't be any trust
Nothin' to discuss,
no doubt I'm not that kinda girl to let you play me out
/ihopped at
4:49 AM